another friday, another trip to the recycling bins

More bottles, more cans. Almost have 100 pounds of cans. But the big news, my cans are being rented to In plain Sight!! That and some bottle, rusty bed springs, iron headboards, sinks, a cistern and othe rassosrted treasures that give my yard character. It was a great sytle affirming business transaction. A hippie/gypsy camp needed dressing and they thought of me!
This brings me to my fear and second thoughts about quitting my job and just living my life. I hate the way i feel at work, I don't like who I am whan i'm at work and I love who I am at home. I love how I feel building a wall from trash or massaging a horse or selling a treasure I found. I had an interesting train of events happen Thursday and Friday. Thursday the set designer came over to Broken Shovel, ooooded and ahhed over every thing, rente da truck full of stuff and it felt great. Besides really needing the money to buy hay for the horses. Friday i got an email from a friend regarding a position on the Avengers. It was for an assistant to the travel coordinator, no sweat for me, not much money for me, but 2 1/2 months away from my new life. I agonized over the decision and turned the job down.
Not to get too Spiritual, but i think this is the time that i really need to trust the universe to send me what I need. My part of the bargain is to see the beauty in nature and the creatures i spend my life with. Call it the universe, jesus crist, god ( or I like to refer to god as dog now),mother nature, karma, whatever, Trusting and letting go is the hardest but the rewards are more than you could ever plan for. Living from the heart feels extremely important right about now and I'm going for it.